The Pixies – Where is my Mind (1988)

One of the issues I’m having writing this blog is looking at it from the outside and seeing a whiny bitch.

I’ve gotta make some changes and that’s what I’m working on. Hopefully I can share some strategies that work. Whether I succeed or fail, there’s going to be stages I go through. Maybe being a whiny bitch is a stage to be gone through, then again maybe it’s a step going in the completely wrong direction or maybe it’s not even reality, just the way I’m viewing it.

Probably all those things and more in various degrees. And then it could just be that I am a whiny bitch. I have no idea – It’s not helping though.

Whining about whining, it’s a loop.

I keep forgetting the basics:  Focus on the big picture. If I focus on my insecurities and what other people think (or what I think they think) I’m just making it harder to stay or even get in the game. Spending one’s life in relentless, obsessive negative thoughts doesn’t have many benefits.

— David